This is gonna be a long one, so brace yourself.
Bob and I got into an argument/fight yesterday. It was stupid. STUPID! I'm angry thinking about it.
Anyway, we took a drive so he could show me his new place he'll be moving to (it's gorgeous by the way) and so I could show him where I'll be moving. As we're driving there he's telling me about his weekend and how his friend Jenn pissed him off. And he wouldn't tell me why.
So we get to my new place and I decided to let my stubborn streak shine through to get me what I want. I refused to leave the apartment until he told me how Jenn pissed him off. I'm such a brat, I know. So we argue a bit because he really does not want to tell me which PISSES ME RIGHT OFF because he never tells me anything and whenever he's angry at me he never says anything. He just doesn't tell me stuff which makes me angry. Finally he tells me.
Apparently Jenn went on and on about how great of a guy Curtis is and that Curtis always gets into my email account and reads my emails. Jenn and Brent know Curtis because Brent is from Hudson Bay and is best buds with Curtis' older brother Ryan (small world hey?) ANYWAY, I told Bob that it was impossible for Curtis to read my email because 1)I changed my password within the last couple of months, and 2)he never knew my old password to begin with. And who cares if he went into my email anyway? Nobody emails me and when they do, it's not particularly secretive or interesting. I also told Bob that Curtis is a great guy and he would probably get along great with him. Of course, Bob thinks that possibility is absolutely ridiculous. So again I have to assure my boyfriend that if I wanted to be with Curtis I would be and on and on and on. I also asked him if he EVER would be okay with the fact Curtis is my friend (although we haven't seen eachother in a year, haven't emailed eachother in a couple of weeks, and haven't talked to eachother on the phone for a couple of months!) and Bob said he wasn't sure. So again I told him he'd better get used to it and THEN I let him in on the fact that I plan to go see Curtis in Alberta either this month or next.
He didn't say anything after that.
So I guess I just might end up being single soon all because I want to visit a friend who has been there for me for the past 4 years and who just happens to be a guy. Retarded, yes?
Things are fine now, I'll keep you posted on how things are when and if I decide to go visit Curtis.
What else is new? I had a dream that was so realistic last night that it scared me. Very detailed too. But I'm not going to tell you what (or who) it was about but I am going to tell you it made me happy. It made me decide that whatever choices I make in the future are a-okay because it's my life.
So ner.
All my dreams lately have went into some serious detail. It's strange.
But I guess I'll get going. I plan on cleaning my room and then taking a nice hot bath because my feet hurt like the dickens. Bye.