Hi everybody.
Sorry I haven't really updated at all. I just don't have any energy to. In fact, I don't particularly want to be updating right now but am doing it out of obligations.
Please forgive me because there is no images or backgrounds on my two journals. TBNS decided to turn into jerks like every other free website hosting and not allow me to post images that I have hosted at TBNS anywhere else.
If only I wasn't too poor to have a Gold Membership. *sigh*
So, if anyone knows where I can host images for free that would be great. I'd love you forever.
Onto other stuff. Today was hectic at good ole Tim Hortons. Camp Day and all. So now my shoulders hurt. Anyway, for those of you who don't know, Camp Day is when you buy a coffee and the entire proceeds go to sending an underprivileged kid to camp. How sweet.
And I don't say that sarcastically, believe it or not. Especially because two school age boys came in who were two of the boys who would be going to camp courtesy of Tim Horton's. Nice, cute, polite kids who were having a hay day popping open their balloons to see what prizes they'd won and when I was redeeming their prizes they wanted to me to go very slowly because they didn't want to go back to school! They were such sweet kids.
Anyway, I almost started crying in the middle of making one of our famous Iced Cappucinos. I was listening to the two boys joke around and laugh and started thinking about how they are being sent to camp and then I started thinking of how good of a childhood I had. I went to Tapawingo for 5 or over years, St. John Bosco for 1 (I hated it) and SFL for 3. I had every toy I wanted. All the candy I wanted. A brother and sister to play with. A perfect little picnics and sunshine happy life. And it made me want to cry tears of happiness that I was so fortunate and also tears of sadness because some kids aren't.
What else is new with me? I'm angry at Nicole, yet again. I don't feel like rehashing why because I'll get angry all over again. Let's just say the outcome was I kicked a hole in the bathroom door. Hehe. It felt good.
Nic makes me so angry because she seriously is the most inconsiderate and self-centered person I know. And that part isn't all the reason why she makes me angry. It makes me angry because I can never hate her. Not because she's my sister, but just because I can't. She makes me so mad yet I still love her to death and the thought of never talking to her again or even if I never had a sister or even if she died makes me want to cry. Now that's what makes me angry because if it wasn't for the damn love I'd hate her to death.
Confusing, yes.
That is all for now folks. Check back later!